Monday, July 02, 2007 @8:38 PM
10 days to go.
still as screwed as ever. or even more screwed in fact. instead of improving, i think the more i practice the worse i'm getting. you get the idea. eg. i used to shi bai abit in the front of routine and now its like cannot even do the whole thing already. i'm praying a miracle will save me on that day.
urgh, so emo-y, pissed, irritated, confused. everything is so very wrong. its like at the last moment everything is going, sliding back downhill. back where it all started.
and its not just gym i tell youit sucks i tell you.
and i don't even know why its happening. i don'r even know what i'm doing wrong. i just know i suck and i'm not doing anything right.
its probably my fault everything's like that.
back where it all started. i hate life. i need a miracle.